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45 Days on
Maatsuyker
The morning I
arrived on Maatsuyker, the wind peaked at 49 knots; apparently
helicopters don’t usually fly in wind over 40 knots. As you can imagine
it was a pretty spectacular ride. I left Hobart on a still clear sunny
day. By the time we were over Geeveston the helicopter had started doing
a little jive, sideways and up and down. I was hanging on to the seat.
As the wind increased, we flew low, following the valleys of dense
forest; Eucalypt, King Billy, Myrtle, and groves of Pandani looking like
fluffy green mushrooms from above. The valleys opened out in to grass
land and heath – or was it dense low scrub so neatly pruned by the
weather that I couldn’t tell the scale or height. Then suddenly we
popped out over the ocean at New River Lagoon. The sea was whipped up
and heavily streaked with ribbons of white foam, clouds obscured the
horizon, then parted to reveal a cluster of small islands. We flew past
Flat Top then Round Top, sitting upright on the left, then De Witt and
Flat Witch lying like dark sleeping creatures on the right, and then
Maatsuyker appeared through the rain stretching out in front. We
circled around to the western side of the island, coming up beside the
Needles - huge rocky outcrops strewn out from the end of the island
being swallowed up by a frothing foaming mass of sea. The lighthouse
swept past, then the keepers’ cottages and we landed ever so delicately
and perfectly in the middle of the helipad, facing west into the gale
force wind.
The excitement and
adrenalin of the arrival stayed with me for nearly my entire stay of
seven weeks. The weather blew past with such alarming speed, sometimes
dark stormy clouds flew past and then only a few hours later it would be
still and calm. Sometimes the horizon would disappear under thick white
fog, then reappear late in the afternoon bathed in silver light.
I started by
setting myself a challenge of painting a cloud every day as I thought it
might be an interesting way of focusing my mind and disciplining myself
to get straight into work. I thought that through the repetition of
painting the clouds, eventually boredom would set in and then creative
innovations might begin to take place and lead to other, more
interesting and perhaps abstract ways of describing the sea and sky. As
it turned out, boredom never set in and I became more and more absorbed
in the challenge of observational and descriptive painting and more
compelled to record the rapid changes in weather and the subtlety of
patterns of light and cloud. I was driven by the thrill of painting
‘plein air’, as the wind threatened to steal the painting or the palette
from me and at times it was a struggle to hold onto the thick stubby
brush and make it move in vaguely the right direction. Squalls came and
showered me, birds - currawongs and crows - hurtled past. White goshawks
fluttered downwards like pieces of abandoned paper caught in the wind.
It was like painting in a fury of survival. The weather painted itself
onto my pieces of paper as I tried to paint the weather. At other times
it was incredibly still and quiet and I could see so many fine layers of
light and shadow in thin stripes at the horizon. The cloud paintings
started as studies from observations of light on cloud and sea, but
collectively they have become a map of the sky, charting the temporal
space of an island. As the paintings begin to merge together, with jumpy
horizons that won’t sit still, they tell the story of the vastness of
the ocean and sky. From the lighthouse you can see all the way from Cox
Bight, Cox Bluff, SW Cape, past a huge expanse of the Southern Ocean
taking in the Mewstone, and you can almost see Round Top and Flat Top to
the East. Looking south there is nothing but ocean before reaching
Antarctica.
After the first few
days, when I wasn’t grappling with painting clouds, I started painting
the neighboring islands. I painted them at different times of the day,
in different lights, disappearing into cloud and rain squalls then
reappearing again. They became intimate to me, as if I knew their moods
and they became physically very close. The Mewstone is about 10 km away
and Western Rocks are 3 km away yet they appeared so close that I could
hold them in my hand. It was as if they were living beings. As the days
passed into weeks, my sensory awareness spread further and further
afield. I hardly slept and hardly ate, constantly alert to changes in
sound, patterns of light and movements of creatures. The Antechinuses
became familiar with my painting spots and often came out to feed and
chase skinks around where I was sitting and on one occasion chased my
paintbrush as I swished it in the jar. Birds came closer and closer. The
tiniest sounds became audible and once I looked up to see two sea eagles
hovering just a few metres above my head.
Looking out, there
was a constantly changing cloud and seascape of light and air. Looking
in to the belly of the island was an entirely different experience. It
was cold and dark. At times the dense undergrowth was impenetrable and
almost impossible to see beyond. The ground was thick with damp ferns,
vines, mosses, leaf litter, riddled with mutton-bird burrows and flecked
with patches of luminous green where the sun was able to get through the
canopy and light up the ferns. Above was a crowd of twisting trunks of
ancient Tea Tree, Banksias, Peppers, Melaleucas and other lumpy trees
with red berries that are particularly good for lichens to grow on. It
would be ‘tough going’ to venture off the track. Perhaps to some people
it may seem like a hostile place - so isolated, so exposed, so far from
civilization. I felt so protected by the island. So at ease amongst its
leggy limbs, crawling around at ground level marveling at the most
exquisite fine delicate fragments of lichen that had been dislodged from
the branches in the latest storm. I had no idea how to begin to paint
the island itself, but I imagined it like an extension of my own body.
In the same way that you cant see your own body as it really is, I
couldn’t see the island in its entirety. The island seemed a perfect
metaphor for the mind.
Because I was
privileged to be on Maatsuyker by myself and had only a satellite phone
and VHF radio for emergency use and no other technology to communicate
with the world, I rarely heard human sound. Although I occasionally
passed one of the lighthouse caretakers on the track, I had very little
conversation during the entire time. It is interesting to watch what the
human mind does when there is so little intellectual stimulus or human
interaction. Actually the mind can be quite happy with only abstract
sounds of the natural world for company. I found it that way at least. I
imagined what it was like for other people who had visited the island.
The Aborigines who paddled out from Cox Bight in canoes made of stringy
bark bound together. How did they keep their canoes upright in such a
volatile ocean? How did they know that the weather would stay calm
enough for 3 – 4 hours, long enough for them to get to the island and
land? They must have stayed for several weeks, even months feeding on
the mutton-birds, seals and fish. With plenty of fresh water and food it
would have been a great campsite. Did whole families come across or was
it only the men? And then I imagined what it might have been like to be
the artist on Abel Tasman’s ship rolling and lurching and creaking its
way around the coast of Van Diemen’s land, discovering small islands
along the way to shelter behind. Did they try to land at the gulch on
the northern side of the island? I imagined walking through the
undergrowth as if seeing it for the first time in 1642. Or perhaps I
was the assistant lighthouse keeper’s wife going out to feed the chooks
in the early days after the lighthouse was built. It occurs to me that
there is nothing contemporary about Maatsuyker. It is full of old
stories: Colonial stories, Aboriginal stories and Dutch stories, but
nothing of the present. Being there is like being a time traveller. I
think that this is why these paintings can’t and won’t look contemporary
because there is nothing of a contemporary experience in them. If
anything the closest aesthetic link might be to the light of mid 17th
century Dutch still life or interior painting. But I suspect that
is only in my imagination.
I read once that
Colin McCahon said that the essence of painting could be described
entirely with light and dark. He then went on to reduce his paintings to
just black and white. When I was sitting on Maatsuyker watching the sky
change from light to dark, watching the flicker of sun in the dark
undergrowth and at night watching the light from the navigation beacon
spin around at two flashes to the minute, I think he was absolutely
right. When you sit still in a place long enough you cease to dwell on
the larger more obvious aspects and become more tuned to the character
of a place through the subtle patterns of light and dark.
There are no big
ideas or concepts in these paintings. I was simply compelled to paint
what I was moved by, what I fell in love with and the experience of
sitting still long enough to see it.
Sue Lovegrove
September 2007
This residency took
place between the 11 March 2007 and 25 April 2007. It was the first time
an artist in residence opportunity has been offered on Maatsuyker Island
as part of the Arts Tasmania Natural and Cultural Heritage Residency
Program. The project was assisted through Arts Tasmania by the Minister
for Tourism, Arts and the Environment.
I am very
grateful to the staff at the Parks and Wildlife Service in Huonville, in
particular Craig Saunders and Albert Thompson, for their assistance in
facilitating my stay on Maatsuyker Island and for being supportive to
the idea of an artist working in a remote area of SW Tasmania. |